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Haven't blogged in quite a while. I am struggling between if I should keep my life more privately or I should be more active on social medias. The ironic part is that these two contradict each other.

That aside, I talked to somebody I know recently. I used to view him as a friend and I used to share my concerns with him. He told me he always thought I seemed "desperate". I was shocked, I never know people view me this way. I did not realize how some of my words, actions or whatever it is would lead to such comment.

With a heavy heart, I realize, as mentioned in one of my previous posts- "You are not me". People will misunderstand, accuse and judge you no matter what. Only you know what's happening. This incident also made me realize how all these usually come from people who don't know you well. I felt more relieved now though, no point arguing with strangers, no point keeping such negativity in life. When people turn your weakness into a weapon against you, leave them and prove them wrong.


 I hope whoever who is experiencing similar accusations (no matter what that is) would feel better somehow after reading my short and random blog post. Have a nice day x